I have been a naughty boy. I am itching to spend more money for another car. Yes, I know, I have 2 already. Why? Damn if I know. Maybe I am bored. Maybe I am addicted to cars. Maybe I am just wasting money. LOL

Cars that I am looking at:

1) Honda Civic Type R – Track car purpose

2) Honda Integra Type R – Track car purpose too

3) New BMW325 Sport – To replace Beebee

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4) Subaru Impreza S204 – Scooby can be track car and this will be for normal use

5) Subaru Impreca Spec C v9 – As above

I am taking a breather for a while from blogging. I am unsure how others do it but I am so deep into my work that I have less time for put my thoughts here. I will tweet but blogging will not be continued for a month. Hopefully, I will regain my sanity from all this work and manage to hear myself thinking.

So guys, I’ll keep you update via my tweets.

This evening is a “work free” evening. I have been working like a dog since last week and to reward myself, I watched TV. BTW, P1 connection and my home Maxis fixed line are down after the storm earlier. I have nothing else to do

While channel surfing, I stumble upon a show called “Glee”. It’s an interesting show in that it’s a mash up of musical and drama. A bit like hindi / tamil movie! That was fun to watch.

I am gonna rest and listen to music and think of good times now. If you go like huh? Don’t worry about it. My brain is on reboot mode and I have no idea what I am doing. Toodeloo.

I decided to climb Mt Kinabalu AGAIN! The decision was made during a break in a workshop together with few people today. I know I am going to regret this again (like I did the last time!) but what the heck, you only live once.

Lately I have been very busy with life and work (95% = work) and my body has grown (i.e fatter). The waist has grown by a couple of centimeters. I dare not even measure but that was my best estimates. This was contributed to my not going to gym (blame it on work) and eating a lot (blaming on work) and having coffee a lot (blame it to work and friends ). I decide I need another physical goal this year to maintain my stamina. Climbing is a perfect excuse.

This time, we plan to go via earlier route – Timpohon route and climb down from the highest via ferrata in the world.

This blog is turning ‘boring’ by the day. Yes….I have no freaking time to blog at all honestly. In fact I have no time to sh*t at all sometimes. I believe I will pay that later in my life with some sort of boil or something…LOL  yes I know its disgusting but that is the truth

I will be going to Dubai in the next few weeks to visit a Station and a friend there. I am not terribly happy about it as my staffs are flying to the rest of exotic places and I am stuck in sand dune. I hope it would be  good trip.

I was talking to one of my director over the weekend and he mentioned that his Porsche was trashed by the Glenmarie Porsche outlet in Glenmarie. it was a total loss…..Imagine the damages they have to pay cause its a Porsche GT3??? I bet the salesman got fired for his mistakes.

This Friday I will be meeting some IBM friends informally. I was trying to get the ladies in as well but I guess they are busy…(you know who you are ladies hehehehe). It’s gonna be guys night again which is not that bad. Talk-cock  and Birdwatching are my kind of sport anyway.

On other front, imagine not having intimacy (bedroom lambada) for a month because it is a test of the relationship. According to the women, she wants to sure the man is with her for her and not for the sex. I don’t know about this. May the man be blessed with good right hand or left (for a change) LOL.

I am definitely getting a lasik done if I can find a f*cking time. Due to many late nights and lots of hours in front of computers, I got dry eyes. I can’t wear contact anymore and this impedes on my sports, driving and birdwatching!!!

Till then people. have a good rest of the week. God bless.

Just finished board of director’s retreat today. Have not had a rest day since Monday and tomorrow is a working day too.

It’s terrible that I can’t share more of my thoughts in this blog as often as would like too. Its a sacrifice. Somethings got to give.

I would rather skip this than spending time with people that matters. I would rather skip this than missing my driving time. Btw, I had fun chasing a Lambo this afternoon after my board retreat. Hehe.

Recent development in our country supported by feedback from facebook, tweeters, blogs and other information channel makes me sad. I have read them and this is my thought…

One: There are still people who likes the blame game. Blame the gov, blame the malays/chinese/indians, blame the cops, blame everything they could link to the subject no matter how remote. Yes, blaming everybody else will make you feel better but will it solved the main issue? No!

Two: There are people who spread rumors about everything and nothing. They probably work in telco company as their 1 sms will propagate to 100 smses in less that 5 minutes. For 1 hour, their revenue jumped to a million if not more. Not bad for 1 hours work. If they are not working for telco, then they could probably have internal fear in their minds to propagate untrue news so thay can proved to be right when it actually happens! Self fulfilling prophesy! You wish!

Three: Then there are people like me (and hopefully you too) who hates violence and have our own blardy mind to decide which news are good and which news are bad. We remained calm and not douse fuel to the already unnecessary fire. We are rational cause petrol (RON 97) is selling at 2.05/liter while water is much much cheaper It is a better solution obviously!

I see it as my responsibility to put my thoughts down as I truly believe this is the best country in the world. We have no war, no famine, no earthquakes, no volcanoes, occasional flooding, lots of food, lots of natural resources, are multicultural, live in harmony, got lots of public holidays, nasi lemak, roti canai, free to drive anywhere we want, free to befriend anybody we want, free to go in and out at our leisure and lots more. Stop looking at what could have been as it will never ends. Instead, look at what we have and make the best out of it.

It occurred to me few days ago that I operated at 3 levels. The thought was crystallized during one of those deep conversation which I rarely participate but was ‘caught’ in one. Let me try to describe the level in ways people would understand without spilling too much.

LEVEL 1 : What I want people to see. This is my normal operating mode. This is the fun, interesting, uncouth, funny, boastful, loud person that most people see me as. To most people, this defines Mos.

LEVEL 2: What I want people who are very close to me to see. This is the passionate, calm, more interesting Mos that few people have the privileged to see. I don’t operate in this mode in public.

LEVEL 3: What I want no one to see. This is the Mos that no one got to see. It’s mine and mine alone.  LOL

I am pretty sure there are books that describe this in many more level but those are not important. What’s important is that people only show you what they what you to see. The conclusion you will make from those interaction are just the first. Like an onion, there’s more underneath. It might cost you efforts, time and tears to see them but it will be worth it (I hope)

Some guys really know how to BS. I am sitting next to a guy who is really bullshitting his date. This is his line…

1. I know this owner of this restaurant and they love me cause I saved them 1.2Million last year. They will let me eat for free whenever I am there.  BS!

2. People would need my approval for all the projects thus I know all the upcoming projects. BS!!

3. I was late cause I was at the hospital with my Mom fighting to see a doctor with all the other Datuks. Its the only day the doctor is around. BS!

4. Blah blah blah BS BS BS BS BS!!!!!!

Ladies, if you are reading this, please don’t be so gullible la. These people do exist. I had to shut down my notebook and leave because I am at risk of PUKING! LOL

Luck is a element that we can’t control. It’s about the alignment of the sun and the moon (universe conspire) that provides the right condition for something positive or negative to happen. We could only hope for good things.