alertness

this afternoon my brain turned to mush. did not sleep well last night. need to figure out how to remove unnecessary  stress in mylife. just by writing this blog, i am inviting stress. people will be questioning why i wrote what i wrote. 

here is the deal.  i am a private person by nature. i may appear to be bousterious and outgoing, but deep inside i like to be alone. that means i enjoy being alone. i enjoy doing nothing. i enjoy my personal time. i enjoy to not plan.  what is hard for people to understand in that i dont need many people around me and i am happy for it. i only go with people who don’t judge me and make comments about me.